First post in 2013! Happy (late) new year!
Actually I'm bored since now I'm having my quite long holiday, yay!
Being nocturnal, I try to do something like playing games on Facebook or just browsing random stuffs.
And of course, I'm not in productive mode during holiday, so I just spend my night (since I sleep during days) eating potato chips and drinking soft drinks (stomach, I'm sorry...)
So, this is a new beginning! I made some resolutions (more like to-do list) this year.
I'm not doing it like last year, posting it through my facebook and hoping it would motivate me but yeah...as you all know, in the end I couldn't do it because I'm too lazy.
So this year I decided just to make a simple to-do list because every great things begins with just a small step right?
I don't want to aim for big things because I know I don't have enough will to do it.
Here's my goal this year :
- Save my money at least 100.000 a month.
Why? Because I spent too much last year.
I had my savings from the angpao(s) I received and the remainings of my payment since I quited the job I had on the first semester.
But there are some things that make me so stressed and I end up spending it for watching movies and eating tasty foods.
I had to endure spending Christmas and New Year without having tasty foods because I don't have any money left.
I SPEND IT ALL AND I DON'T REGRET IT! HAHAHAHAHA!
So this year I will try to save some money so I will be able to spend it for something important (like buying snacks for the Christmas and New Year).
Well, if it's possible, maybe I can use my savings for buying new guitar or accessories later~ I don't know, but right now I want to save my money! REALLY!
My wallet is empty (not really since few days ago my grandma gave me some money, thanks grandma!).
I hope I can discipline myself and become rich at the end of the year..MUHAHAHAHA! - Grow nails.
Yeah... I want to have a long fingernails, I had a bad habit because I love to peel my nails off.
I never had long fingernails at least 5 of 10 fingers.
That's why my fingernails always short and sometimes bleeding badly, so I think I have to grow my nail and endure the urge to peel it off.
I have to stop it because having bleeding fingers is sometimes annoying.
The second reason is because someone keep asking me to play the guitar at random ocassion and I often forgot to bring the guitar pick with me so I think I will play better with long nails (remembering that my fingers bleed badly the last time I had to play guitar with a steel strings).
So, the second to-do list is abot my fingers and fingernails! - Finish reading Bible.
I have post it in 2011 as my resolution but I can't do it for long since it's boring (I have to admit it's hard for me to read bible everyday, even if the lecturers give some reading materials, I will only read it once without paying much attention).
It's now 4th January 2013 and I've been reading what I have to read. I don't know why I can do this, maybe it's because I'm so bored so I try to do something I rarely do (hope it won't stop even if the holiday has ended).
I was also think about doing sport since I rarely go outside because I'm too lazy and all I do is just sleep, eat, play PC, eat, sleep, eat, sleep, and that's all.
But...yeah, I'm just TOOOOO lazy. - Help my parents.
It doesn't mean that I didn't help my parents during 2012.
I want to force myself to help my parents doing their job, or maybe some small things that will help them or make them happy.
I realize that family (parents) is the most important things for me as I get older (well, I'm 19 going on 20).
They accept me as who I am, support me a lot, take a really good care of me.
I felt a little bit sad when they ask me carefully to help them because they're really busy, I used to become really angry when they asked me because I was tired after having a busy day with my study and later I felt really sorry because they became so careful with their words and actions towards you.
And after that incident I just think that to help means that you have to sacrifice something you have like the time, energy, thoughts, or other material things for someone.
I now think that helping your parents means that you're willing to help them although you're having something important to do. Family comes first!
So I have to sacrifice my free-time which usually I spend it by sleeping or playing the PC to help my parents.
Although it's tiring and sometimes boring, I want to lighten their burden.
And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; (Colossians 3:23 KJV)
It explains everything right?
The first reason to help our parents is because they are our parents who loves us.
The second is because we help them not only for our parents but also we do everything for the Lord. We can't separate our spiritual life from our daily life, it has to be seen as one.
That's why sometimes I don't like people who goes to church more often and pay no attention to their family.
Well, that's just my opinion.
So I guess that's all. I haven't thought of something to do this year, but of course I want to get better in everything I do.
And now I want to share the song which I think are good.
- Yohio - Sky Limit ; and Our Story. You can search his Music Video. Yes, he's a guy but he looks more girly than me! For me, it's quite weird to see his MV but I really love Sky Limit and Our Story!
- Linkin Park - The Messenger. The song is just nice. End of the story.
- Girls' Generation - IGAB/I Got A Boy (and it means that the whole album is good!) [SOSHI COMEBACK SOSHI DAEBAK!]
I personally like Lost In Love because it's the duet between Taeyeon and Tiffany. Taeyeon is my favorite singer and Tiffany's is my second bias in SNSD I guess?
Romantic St. is good too~! I love the intro and it's a good song to listen while you're doing your paper or anything.
I love Promise too~ because of Taeyeon's sweet voice (as always) and it's RnB feeling. I have to admit that I'm not good to guess the genre.
And lastly of course I Got A Boy! (I will stop after this because I will recommend all of them if I keep going). Why I Got A Boy? Because of Taeyeon! And well, the music is different from the other songs like The Boys, Gee, etc. The MV is pretty cool tooo~ They don't wear heels and they dance more powerful!
Baby Ellena, my niece~ <3
Well, that's enough for now!
I hope this year will be a wonderful year where we all can be a better person and I hope I can get more money on CNY :P
By the way, have you thought that someday our parents will leave us? I don't know... it was my random thought when I was having a conversation with my parents and when I think about it..... I become really worried of losing them. So I want to make them happy while I still have time.
Be grateful, try to be thankful even though it's just small things before the time teach us how to be thankful. That's why I made a long list of what I'm thankful for during 2012. And I will do it for this year too~
Jehovah Rapha, The Lord is my Healer. He's the Healer of my troubles, sicknesses, and my souls. Jehovah Jireh, The Lord is my Provider. Jehovah Shalom, The Lord is our Peace. Let Your will be done. <3 M & U! :)
Me out~
