I'm back! Yes! After quite a long time! :)
The forth semester has begun and I don't know if I can survive...
I felt really down in the first semester, and felt better after the second and finally gain my confidence in the third semester. But now.... I don't know... I need a long holiday!
By the way, I have told you about my blood type. Yes, I'm an O type.
After browsing for quite a long time, I found a comic that illustrates every characteristics of each blood type.
It can be true or false, but it's based on a research done in Japan or something like that.
Today I talk about our future partner with my friends while doing our ASSignments. They asked me about what will I do when I have a boyfriend.
I honestly haven't thought about it, maybe I will change to be more girlier(?) or maybe I will stay the same. But the comic above maybe will represents what will my relationships be in the future...but who knows.. :D
Okay, enough about that relationships thingy (since maybe all the singles might be a little sensitive when Valentine Day is nearing).
What I can say is, you don't need to have someone to be your valentine on 14th of Feb. Just be more patient for everyone out there who's waiting for their true love..brohohoho~
Enough, I'm going to talk about this illustration (or you can say, comic)
As you can see, the O type tends to look for the third party to vent their anger. It can help them to de-stress, but also make the other people become exhausted.
I have just realized about this maybe a month ago.
Me and my mother are the only O type and sometimes if my mother have any problem outside or if my little bro and sist don't do what my mom have said, she will be angry.
And she always tell me about everything that makes her angry.
Actually I have no problem listening to others' if it can help them to de-stress or help them to give some advice.
I used to have friends calling me at 12 AM only to talk to me although we will meet at school later, and I have no problem with it. As long as I can help, why not?
But recently it makes me exhausted.
Someone has been telling me her story and I always feel exhausted after finish listening to her.
Her?
It's my mother.
Why?
Because it feels like my mother is being angry to me when she is telling me about her problems.
So I quite agree about this comic and start thinking by myself because maybe I have that someone where I can tell everything and vent my anger to him/her to de-stress myself.
I have been thinking about it for a week. Well, I just want to say thanks, for being my friend where I can tell you everything about me. Thanks to my friends that always force me for my own goodness. And I feel sorry if I make him/her (since I haven't realized the person) exhausted with my story.
Oh yeah, I'm now learning Chinese. I hope I can make this chance to learn everything while I can. At least I can talk a normal daily conversation as soon as possible.
Actually now I'm feeling tired and quite dizzy.
Had just back from a lesson and then start helping my mom while a irresponsible one is having holiday tomorrow but do nothing to help.
Too tired and it's hard to sleep.
Haven't done some assignments, haven't read some reading materials. KILL ME!
That's enough for today, I think I will be listening to Norah Jones' The Long Day Is Over all day.
The song is just relaxing and simple.
Wan an! :)
